The politics of power/The power of politics

8 Jun

Yep. What a great collage. I wish I knew who to credit for it.

On Documentary Photography

8 Jun

The end credits of Lars von Trier’s Dogville.

Classic social documentary photography montage with Bowie’s “Young Americans” as the soundtrack. Another layer of absurdity is added when the credits with the names of celebrities like Nicole Kidman start to appear over top. Pretty insane.

Food Project: Day #5

20 May

Today, I knew I wanted to make something tasty this morning, and I had some time, too.

I used the last piece of (expired) bread and a banana to make one of my old favorites.

For breakfast, I ate:
– 1 slice of toast, w/ a sliced banana, peanut butter and honey
– 1 small pot of black tea

Then the starvation began. When I was hiking around up to campus, I started to really feel it. I ate that meal around 8:45, and didn’t eat again until after 2. I usually snack too much!

My sister was on her way up to do homework with me, so I waited for her to eat. We went to get falafel and the Falafel House on Walnut Ave. and it was amazing! I also had a mango tea. It was free for me, but cost Briana $14+ bucks, which was probably unfair for her. I asked to try Briana’s drink and told her to try mine. She tried mine, and I grabbed her bottle and shook it before taking a sip…except the lid wasn’t on and I drenched myself with pink lemonade.

We got coffee at Coffeetopia, and I used my gift card…for myself. Jeez, that was pretty selfish. I only have a dollar left on it, but I could have put it towards her drink since she bought my lunch. We also got baklava, which was so so good. This was the first pasty/sweet anything I have had since Sunday. I don’t usually buy or eat too many sweets, but when I want them, I don’t usually resist them like I have had to this week. I guess if I am going to make the choice to go out to eat, I shouldn’t just rely on someone else to pay for me. That’s pretty inconsiderate.

Later that night, while Briana and I were doing homework together, we ate the last bag of popcorn that I had in my cabinet.

Before she drove back home, we walked to CVS and got some much-needed candy and ice cream. I faltered! A week of decent eating and really good show of constraint on my part, and I finally gave in for some sweets.

I surprisingly didn’t end up spending all of the cash that I had allotted for the week: the $21 available to those on the “Welfare Diet” in America.

Food Project: Day #4

19 May

WHAT! This week flew by. I thought it was going to be so difficult to get through. Somehow it wasn’t excruciating…well I guess I’m only half way through, but I still have a good amount of money left.

I have been eating a ton of gum, which I haven’t thought to mention yet. It’s been helping me a lot though.

For breakfast, I ate:
– 1 or 2 bowls of Raisin Bran: freee at home
– 1 double Americano: from Coffeetopia $2.75 (but actually free because of the gift card)

For lunch, I ate:
– 1 carrot: at home
– 1 banana: at home. I was given two organic bananas and an organic apple by my house mates before they left town. These people are so sweet and generous, even before I embarked on this project.
– 1 apple

For dinner, I ate:
– leftovers! chicken, rice pilaf and fresh broccoli: freee obviously

I went kind of crazy tonight. I searched in every place I could think for some chocolate or something sweet…anything! I ended up eating more Raisin Bran, which really did satisfy my sweet tooth!
Something completely absurd occurred to me when I found a small box of chocolates in my refrigerator. This box of local specialty chocolates from Donnelly’s cost $21 exactly. I bought them to take back to Philadelphia to my mother-in-law-to-be and forgot them. Even though I was dying for some chocolate, I couldn’t bring myself to open them.

Food Project: Day #3

18 May

For breakfast, I ate:
– a slice of toast with grape jelly at home. I also discovered this morning that my bread is 3 days expired. It still looks and tastes totally fine though, so I’m not worried. I bought the bread last week… and it’s a good thing, because I probably would not have been able to afford it this week. I think it was somewhere between $3 and $4.
– a bowl or two of Raisin Bran at home: $2.50.

I rode my bike to Safeway early to pick up a few things to get me through the rest of the week, including the aforementioned cereal. Cereal is something I can eat for breakfast, lunch and dinner pretty happily. Although typically, it is my late night snack.

Other groceries I bought at Safeway:
– 1 broccoli crown: $.80 (this should be enough to eat with two meals)
– .21 lb bag of mixed spring greens: $1.26 (might be able to make 3 or 4 salads)
–  3 carrots: $.50 (for snacking & slicing in salad)

Before heading up to campus, I went to Coffeetopia and used my gift certificate again for a small coffee: ($1.75, but technically free)

For lunch, I ate:
– another tuna sandwich that I made at home and toted to the library. I had refrigerated the leftover tuna from the big can that was given to me months ago by my housemate. I had never been really too interested in eating it (even though I like tuna) so it just sat in my cupboard. I have been rediscovering lots of things in my cupboard that I usually look over…or don’t even see anymore because they’ve become a part of the scenery.

There was a bit of a long break in between when I ate again. I just kept thinking about the great dinner I was going to make when I got home.
That lull made me realize how often I eat/snack throughout the day. When I want a $3.29 Odwalla juice, I buy one. When I want a muffin, a bagel or snack, I just stop at any of the cafes on campus and buy one.

For dinner, I made a feast!
– a bowl of spring mix of salad, with only sliced carrot to add. Normally, I would add cucumber, tomatoes, avocado, nuts, and mushrooms.
– half a crown of broccoli, steamed
– a cup or so of a box of Near East of roasted chicken and garlic flavored rice pilaf: I bought this a few weeks ago and it was between $2 and $3; yet another thing I wouldn’t be able to afford if I didn’t already have it. I refrigerated the leftovers.
– the remaining meat off a roasted chicken (which was a good amount). My house mates are too generous, and let me pick at their leftovers from dinner. Since they’re leaving town they also put their leftover lemon couscous in a tupperware for me in the fridge.

Dinner was great! And I will have it again tomorrow… I forgot to photograph the beautiful way it looked on my plate!

And I am done with tuna sandwiches.

Overall expenses today: $5.04

Food Project: Day #2

17 May

For breakfast, I ate:
– 1/2 cup dry oats cooked (w/ a tablespoon of grape jelly to sweeten): free at home. I didn’t have any sugar, agave, or brown sugar left, so I improvised with the jelly, which was okay.
– 12 oz cup of coffee: $1.75/free at Coffeetopia. After wasting  $2 yesterday on coffee, I decided I would have to go without it. But then! after lamenting the absence of coffee in my life, my house mate gave me a gift card for $10 to Coffeetopia! I was apprehensive about accepting it, because I wanted to have a “no mooching” policy. In reality, though, if this were my budget, I would gladly accept free food.

For lunch, I ate:

– a tuna sandwich that I made at home and ate on campus.

For dinner, I ate:
– 1 packet of chicken flavored Ramen: $.67. I made this into more of a meal by adding a scrambled egg and some frozen corn. (This also made me think of a new food project idea: only eating one color food a day. In this case, everything I ate was yellow.) It was good, but probably not too nutritional.

I got the munchies, and I ate:
– 1/2 a bag of popcorn
– 1 cup of hot chocolate
–  a bunch of unsulfured, sweetened & dried mango
I found all of these things in my cupboard

Overall expenses today: …wait, did I spend any money today?!? I bought the Ramen on Sunday…

Wow! Good job, me.

Food Project: Day #1

16 May

Today I began my “Welfare Diet” project. I was sort of dreading it and trying to prepare myself, but this was difficult.
The goal: spend no more than $21 on food for a week. I can easily spend that in a day, and often do probably.

I woke up early and brewed a small pot of black tea, knowing I wouldn’t be able to afford the $1.75 for my usual small coffee or $2.75 double Americano at Coffeetopia.

For breakfast, I ate:
– 1 piece of toast with grape jelly at home

I walked to the busstop heading to campus early. Instead of waiting for a bus for 7 minutes, I desperately walked over to On a Mission coffee stand. Why couldn’t I just resist getting coffee?? I was already well-caffeinated from the (free & plentiful) tea. I stared at the beautiful pastries on the counter while the barista brewed my coffee. I usually abstain from these sticky sweets for health reasons, but I think the fact that I knew I couldn’t buy one made me want it more? The coffee wasn’t even very good. Definitely not worth 2/3 of my daily allowance.

For lunch, I ate:
– 1 banana: $.50; I bought it at Bay Tree’s express store. I frequent this place for snacks throughout the day, because I am so often near the library. What an expensive banana! I think they go for $.19 at TJ’s.
–  1 veggie tamale: FREE! Even though I had packed a PB&J sandwich that I made earlier that morning, and had already spent $2.50, when I saw a bunch of kids walking around eating tamales (one of my very favorite foods) I decided I should eat one for lunch instead. (Impulse control failure). When I located the tamales with my nose, I found out that the Campus Agroecology Network (CAN) was giving them out for FREE! Lucky break.

I ate my PB&J later at home in between lunch and dinner.

For dinner, I ate:
– 1 cup of frozen bag of TJ’s mushroom risotto: bought this last week, was a couple dollars. Wasn’t very good.
–  1 bowl of the last of the Raisin Bran, which was basically crumbs. I also had purchased a $2 quart of milk earlier in the week.

So far, I’ve really been relying on food and condiments I already have at home. That free tamale went a long way!

Just to backtrack a little bit/put this project into perspective:

Last week, I spent ridiculous amounts of money on eating out. I spent $20 taking my mom out for lunch for belated Mother’s Day, which isn’t too bad. (Well…yes it is if you only have $21 for a week.) Then my sister and I took her out (again, this time together) and I spent $36 that time. We visited my grandma in Merced and took her out to dinner. That ran me another $20. So in one weekend I spent about $80 on three meals. AHH!
Any given time I go grocery shopping at Trader Joe’s, I end up spending between $40 and $70. But I do come home with a ton of food which lasts a while; however, with a limited budget, it’s not possible to front the money for that kind of trip.

Anyway, let’s see if I can do this.

Butcher Diagram Nonsense

13 May

Watching Suzanne Lacy break down the cuts of meat in front of a butcher diagram reminded me of something I’ve been wanting to talk about.

“Women’s bodies continue to be dismembered in advertising. Over and over again, just one part of the body is used to sell products, which is of course the most dehumanizing thing you can do to someone. Not only is she a thing, but just one part of that thing is focused on.” – Jeanne Kilbourne in Killing Us Softly 3

While Kilbourne isn’t speaking specifically about the women-as-meat trope, she is touching on something related. The dismemberment and dehumanization of women in advertisement ultimately leads to violence against women, which I would argue, can also be the result of putting “cut here” illustrations and categorizing parts of a woman’s body in advertising images.

PeTA, why are you so insanely backwards and lame?

I realize these images and this campaign is not current, but it brings me to this other sad thing that is:

This dress (made and sold by a woman on Etsy) does just what the ridiculous advertisements do: it normalizes the idea that women are meat. Except it’s worse, because it brings sexism and violence into the everyday. The wearer of this dress will no doubt be told repeatedly, “Nice rack” or “Nice rump” or “I’d like a slice of that”

The message is clear: it is okay to objectify women, and they should be valued solely for their bodies. The dress is called “Cuts of Meat Dress.” It may as well be called “Dismember Me Dress”. Even if irony was a goal here – not working. Who would spend $62 on this garbage? A lot of girls, unfortunately, as the sales page shows. Bummer.

One more thing:

Lady Gaga, you are stupid.

Budding Gourmet

12 May

Today in class, we screened 4 feminist films concerning  recipe art/food art, all from within a five-year period of one another in the early to mid-seventies.

(1) Martha Rosler’s “A Budding Gourmet”

Rosler sits at a dining table with empty plates and without any trace of food or drink. She is dressed plain and looks emotionless into the camera, describing her newfound love of gourmet cuisine, food from other cultures, etc.

Rosler illuminates how the concept of the gourmet is bound up with notions of class, as well how the kitchen, traditionally seen as the woman’s sphere of power, is used to cultivate mastery over other cultures, just as surely as is the “male” sphere of politics. Rosler was to continue exploring this theme in The East is Red, The West is Bending.
— Electronic Arts Intermix online catalogue

Something that I think was mentioned but not discussed in class was Rosler’s extremely distinct voice. If you forget that this film is supposed to be parodying the culture of gourmet foodies, you might just go into a trance and think these are Rosler’s real views and ideas. It’s almost impossible to listen to her voice and not think “this is Martha Rosler speaking” and to pretend for a minute that she is playing a character…

Watching this, my mind sent me back to this bit by David Cross about Eating Gold in an excessively fancy restaurant in New York.

(2) Suzanne Lacy’s “Learn where the meat comes from”

Oh my god. This film was amazing. It’s a feminist classic, and a perfect example of the kind of “disruption” that Rosler talks about. At first, the film is just typical fare cooking show. The woman, played by Lacy, prepares a lamb roast, giving detailed step-by-step information as any good cooking show does. While the roast is in the oven, she begins a lesson on cuts of meat. Slowly, she begins to deteriorate into this completely bizarre irrational nut. It happens out of nowhere and she gets progressively weirder. I always want this to happen! Watching any popular TV show or soap opera, I always hope for this shift into the surreal, into the bizarre. I was really happy when it became strange. As we discussed in class, this is a Brechtian technique of distantiation…this is also what Sirk does.

“The greatest pleasure in life is carving a roast at your table.”

I love how completely normal this film begins. I envision it airing on TV and housewives or whomever watching it, and then freaking out about how progressively strange it becomes ….And then questioning everything.

(3) Nina Sobell’s “Hey! Baby! Chickey!” and (4) “Chicken on Foot”

W.T.F.?? As I was watching, I had no idea how to feel or what to do. Should I be watching this? Is this funny or terrible?

Kitchen Economics

12 May

An excerpt from The Wonder of (White) Bread, by Martha Rosler

Profits went up!

Reading the rest of the script reminded me of my own memories of making biscuits with my great grandpa, Pampaw. They were so good! He was so good at making amazing comfort food. In class today as I was thinking about him, my sister sent me a text that she had had a dream last night about him and my great-grandma last night and that she woke up crying. Weird coincidence.

When Mikey and I were wandering around in Portland last summer, we stumbled upon this bread factory, watched some loaves go by. He taped it and he added some really complementary original music. It’s kind of meditative to watch.

This past weekend, too Mikey and I were lounging around the house flipping through channels, and a favorite show of ours, How It’s Made, was on. That particular episode was, coincidentally, on how bread is made. The scale is fascinating.

“The dough weighs 1,000 kilos – that’s almost a ton.” That’s heavy…in more ways than one.

Something I really like about the Positions in the Life World book is the inclusion of many of Rosler’s original – often handwritten – scripts, with all her scribbles, annotations and edits. It’s interesting to see and study her process; it opens up a more comprehensive understanding of the craft and the work itself.